upload : 2007_10_10 2006_04_27 it was nice to see you sitting there for a split second in my upside down dream looking like an ancient story pointing to a fragile future or a time that once never was a time when everything was lit in jade and trees were taller than mountains you wore a look so polished and serene hammered and carved from determination you made a split second last so close to forever so far from anything I've ever understood both vague and colorful pattern absolute and ambitious red poured from your eyes not like blood but like heart or some kind of godly formality that was forged over years of thousands of diplomacy and discovery outlasting tradition and blossomed beyond all that patience could ever be or teach I wanted you and you looked I'm certain that you wanted me to melt or drown into a river of your esteem that flowed into a strange ocean entries contact